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(oh lama sda x pkai ni icon2 si cacat)
Come on dude
get off your hand from me
it over wakakakaka!

okay2 last post la ni sudah


bagus layan YM balik ..
hahahaha


i suppose dun know the truth
and just deny it with a lie..
damn! what a mess
maybe this is just a dream
and i still sleeping..

because i fuck up
it's dun mean i need to end it..
but..
that mean let's start over for a new era..
this era is to old for me..
change it and make it new..

this old era is over..

too damn creepy for staying..
better leaving for it own good..
good enough for people say it cruel..

come on guys..
this world already cruel..

why should blame yourself for it cruelness
just follow the current..
be cruel or..
this world punish you because you are to coward
to move forward..

i need to escape for this old me

and take the strong medicine
so no turning back now


"diam lah babi ! "


okay2 i know that what you all say to me..
then fine..
saya la babi.. okay .. i accepted it..


i like this blog song..
so fucking mean..
wakakakaka

budu..
makin melarat juga ini post..
okay lah..
FULLSTOP !

bye :)
ohh lama sudah x buat icon muka senyum.. wakakaka

i just dun mean to hurt anyone..
so sorry if someone get hurt because of me :|
i'm not good at lying that all..
but i keep lying myself..

and the last one
to people that know me..
dun disturb me for awhile..please
please? okay ?
i'm to crazy now..

wakakakakakak~



lalalalalalala~
i will miss everything start from now
sayonara

oi cacat jgn ko nangis
please dun be crazy while im not here..
this time no one
watching for you..
cheer you up..
talking about the crazy thing..
and make you laugh..

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i dun know what GOD plan for me..
but. i know it best for me..
i should not questioning GOD plan
who am i to judge it right??

okay.. fine..

i should know it earlier..
now everything is clear..
now i understand all of it..
this is bullshit bro !
who know how that bullshit happen..
maybe something lead me to see that.

damn! if i know earlier..
i can avoid it before it become worse..
then pretend it never happen at all..
but who know..
stoppp !!
i'm the one here dun know it..
so the stupid is happen because me?
yeah! i'm the one.. fullstop..

so that mean
i dun have any reason
to stay a little longer here..
maybe if i dun see that
i still got a reason..
but.. ahhh~
it to late
babai ! wakaakkaak~

i should say thanks to him..
anyway thanks for you asshole that
who can't take care someone..
because people like you asshole
many people just as like me zoned..
thank again your motherfucker !!

wakakakaaka~

seem it like a last post for me..
coz after this i should busyING myself
so i can think anything...

let's GO
game here i come..
wait for me..

thankyou to the people that  nice to me
take care your self
bye2

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i'm toasted
ramadan is approaching..
let's thinking...
hmm...
better reduce this damn smoking..
before tembus2 like a bullet..
i just want full this year...
no tembus2 kakakaka~

ohh..

i can feel what happen next..
next chapter for the facebox..
sure lah all the post..
"yeah! x sabar lagi mo puasa"
"selamat berbuka semua"
"sakit nya perut gastrik"
okay2 i understand that fucking post..

but..

it's really you fasting?
really??
dude please dun lie yourself la..
it kind of shame to yourself..
bastard mustard !  wakakakaka~
what a joke..
should i laugh for it?
or just...
just i'm tickling myself

i love to laugh..
but laugh with this alphabet..
in the reality no fucking smile nor laugh
at all....
did my laugh box already empty...
where i can buy laughing box?
should i change my laugh box?
but..
where i can get it?
did it sell at supermarket??
or some spare part workshop??
errr..~
damn confusing..
waakakakakakaka~

see~~

i enjoy with this alphabet laugh..
it make me smile than..
someone make a joke with me...
hoohhohohohoho~
ohh i forget.. it still not Xmas..

better i finish this sailormoon ep..
so damn kind boring to watch another movie..
even wongfu production already a boring stuff
kakakaka~

i hate people..
people make another people sad..
why need people?
when people always think for them self
dun blame people..
just blame another people for it..
people just so lame..
not lame as old school or what...
hmm..
dun know how to express it..
maybe bologna is perfect word for it..

people just make mistake
same as another people..
they can't run from making any mistake..
it just natural to human being that call people..

dun make any ally..
just make some enemy..
enemy will know who..
enemy will know who your are..
enemy will know what are you..
enemy will know everything about you..
so let's make an enemy..

dun make any ally..
ally just like to push..
allys just like to make pressure
ally just fucking annoying
ally just like to fight each other...

that all..

people may change..
time always change..
some people change because of time..
some people change because of another people..
but
some people change because they need to change..

good luck for you all
have a fate and rid your luck..
people may understand you
but they may not know you..

who need facebox afterall..
i got bologna..
kakakaka~

oh another day has come
another friend has gone into the flame
jibun de kirisaita mune no kizuato sae birei ni naru made
wakakakaka~
LOL

let's disappear like a wind
what to do..
all busy with they dream..
until they forget what is important than dream
wake up or it to late?
oh it's to late already
kakakakakaka

world is changing..
this is the end..
run away like a chicken..
i see dark
damn i'm in oven that why dark..

okay la bye !

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do yo ever feel like breaking down?

do you ever feel out of place?

like somehow you just dont belong

and no one understands you?

do you ever wanna run away?

do you lock yourself in your room?

with the radio on turned up so loud

that no one hears you are screaming?

no!

you dont know what its like

when nothing feels all right

you dont know what it like

to be like me

do you wanna be somebody else?

are you sick of feeling so left out?

are you desperate to find something more

before your life over?

are you stuck inside a world you hate?

are you sick of everyone around?

with their big fake smiles and stupid lies

while deep inside you are bleeding

no you dont know what its like

when nothing feels all right

you dont know what it like 

to be like me

no one ever lied straight to your face

and no one ever stabbed you in the back

you might thing im happy

but im not gonna be okay

everybody always gave you what you wanted

you never had to work it was always there

you dont know what its like

to be hurt

to feel lost

to be left out in the dark

to be kicked when your down

to feel like you have been pushed around

to be on the edge of breaking down

and no one there to save you

no!

you dont know what its like

welcome to my life

ohh tnks simple plan 

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so..
did you all know?
your own friend?
so..
how about..
your all contact a.ka kenalan?

did your all realize?
friend and contact is different..
mean not just different with it own capital..
but also it own meaning..
it that confusing?
hmm~ same as me.. kakakah~

you all know what mean friend?
and what the meaning of contact...
i dun want to describe it so..
pandai2 la cari meaning dia dalam google ka apa ka..

but.. i just want to clarify it..
friend is...
a person that always share your joy and sorrow,,
i mean not that all..
a person that always helping you
even s/he had a bad day or busy for nothing..
but you dun know what s/he had that day..
a person always smile at you..
a person that just act as your family...
bla.. bla.. bla.. dun know what to say lagi kakaka~

so how about contact?
contact is a person you meet at anyplace
like school, college, and many more..
many of them you found at school and college..
it a basic place to find a contact..
oh even at workplace too..
simply..
contact play a role just like friend..
but s/he dun know what..
your thinking
your attitude
your background
your character
and many more..
maybe some role s/he will share ur joy and sorrow too..

after all..
dun just say
"oh, that my friend"
"i know him/her, s/he was my friend"
wow~
so all your list on your HP also your friend?
please~~~
dun be just like an idiot person...

so~
i think..
maybe i dun have any friend..
kakakakaka~
just full of contact just like in a phone
or maybe i just dun realize it..
ohh by the way i too stupid to realize.. kakaka

maybe i just dun need a friend..
enough with my family..
i can't make heartening my family
so i dun need a friend
really? kakakakaaka..

too all my contact and my friend(maybe)
sorry for now..
i dun want take any call and replay any SMS
so sorry your all..
i got my own problem to solve
i got life to carry on..
good luck and take care..
sorry again :)

dun judging people because you not a god

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dun know what to say..
dun know what to tell..

it that mean..
i stupid?

stupid to tell?
stupid to say?
stupid to feel?
stupid to know?
stupid to taste?
stupid to think?
stupid to ask?
stupid to happy?
stupid to sad?
stupid to laugh?
stupid to cry?
stupid for everything stupid?

or just

stupid to resist?
stupid to people surrounding?

nahh~ i dun think so..
ohh maybe it is the truth?
Oooooo~~~ amazing right?
suka ti la~ bla bla bla bla..

sometime is really stupid to think about it..
sometime it make people can't sleep for it..
ohh~ not people.. just me
yeahh~ only me~ !!
i dun want people trying to copy me !
fuck you ! kakaka!

people always blame people
ahh? blame or accuse?
mana2 ja lah... but.. it truth kn..
lumrah alam lah katakan..
it hard to someone to admit that s/he wrong nor false..
it's that right?
oh yeah.. certain of people like that..

sleep oh sleep..
why must me?
it my insomnia getting worse?
every day i shuffling..ohh yeahh..
every day 4a.m .. that good
fucking awesome...

11 bintang matahari
terang bulan bersujud lah kepadanya.
lalalalaalala~

maybe i should end this pain..
but how? hmm~~
sleeping pills?
oh shit~ i hate medicine..
maybe.. maybe..
let's stop breathing kn?
ok...

11.03P.m clock ticking..

bye2 world :)
forgive me for what i done..
forgive me if i done something wrong..
okay ..
bye2 again...

ohh i forgot.. i only can hold my breath 1min
and i breath again ..
kluar nafas L.A + winston.. kakaka
bgus berenti besigup..

oh shit my credit expired again..
biar lah... kakakaa

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what u all know?
what did i know?
what people know?
what u think?
what did i think?
what people thinking?

bla bla bla...

let's talking about ego
even in Bahasa Malaysia it still called ego..

ego adalah sifat-sifat seseorang sbg individu
(kelakuannya, keupayaannya berfikir dsb); keperibadian.
perasaan mementingkan diri atau menganggp diri sendiri
lebih (mulia, istimewa dsb) drpd orang lain;
perasaan megah akan diri sendiri:
Dia tidak mengaku bersalah kerana ~nya terlalu tinggi.
keegoan keadaan atau sifat mementingkan diri sendiri;
sifat bermegah akan diri sendiri

dalam Bahasa English pula ..
ah cari sendiri.. malas mau google translet..

bla bla bla.. lagi

ego is enemy to all people..
when someone keeping that ego..
that mean.. huahuahua...
blast at the speed of light~~~
pandai2 lah paham sendiri..
malas mau terangkan secara terang lagi berToslight...

all people got it own ego kn..
so lumrah alam lah .. kalau semua pun beTRIP ego.. kakakaaka

at least pandai2 la simpan ego tu..
pandai2 lah kawal..
dun act like u own this world and
show you ego to everyone..

yup..
u dun even notice when u showing your own ego..
it like virus..
can't see but u can feel it...

bla.. bla.. bla.. again...

it to late too realize it
maybe it too late to change it..

i also got ego
tapi....
ada aku kesah?

if i told u my secret..
u will never look at me as the same again..
lalalalalalala~~

okay bye !

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bla.. bla.. bla..
i Hate everyday LOL..


lalalala~

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who know what will happen..
when something..
bla..bla.. bla..
wait..
I'm thinking...


Toyota 86 is a fine car..
maybe a rare car ..
many people underestimate it..
but..
what the hell..
I'm here not to talk about a car -_-

thinking again .. bullshit.. kakaka~

ohh...

we all can live at this world alone..
we can take care our self..
yeah~ like taking a bullshit thing..
but...
for how long?
how long you all can take it?
or through it?
alone?
let's bet..
1 month is enough to make people crazy..
1 month without people around..
1 month without friends..
1 month without anything alive..
just food i thing .. kakakaka~

okay stop this bullshit and just go sleep
F