Here come another's this that never been last..
Im no sure afterall..
Am i take a dangerous move..
Or just is just a hunch..
Maybe its the fate..
Fate to took another unknowing
Ending step for the future..
Its reminds me my another mistake..
Could be she the one?
Or she only goes as same as before?
It killing my nerves..
Im to scare of this feeling..
Feeling of loosing.
.
Hmmm loosing or losing?
Fcuk.. my English now rusty
Damn life.. why n why
Anyway fcuk my english..
Can she be the last one..
The last for me..
Im really sick of this hatred..
It super fcuking uncomfortable..
Hard to breathe hard think
When worries to much about
What happen next between us
It never be happy..
When i just thinking about
The worse scenario to us
N it cant stop..
Did i really care about her?
Did i really love her?
Did i really miss her?
If im really do..
Then
How about her?
To think about it
That make the word crumble
Maybe torn apart..
Which mean..
Hmmm.. Dunno
She said
She serious about this
To be her protector..
To be her future..
To be her life
And
To be her soulmate
But to me..
Maybe i just her nightmare..
Did i just not ready for this?