UnTitle 130

what wish should i want?
how about..

wishing to be a...
rich man on the planet?
so can buy anything and go any place i want..
got a time machine?
for fixing old mistake that i done..
to be perfect guy in the world?
so making mistake is not my companion..

hmmm....

what a lame wish i got here...
better wishing something better...
like...

wishing that never exist..
wishing that die today..
ohhh...
that better wish for me..
lalalalalala~

but it just a fairytales..
or maybe it just a bed time story..
happy ending story i think...
kakakakak...

but wishing this celcom dun got expired date..
it fucking annoying la...
got credit but expired...
what a cruel torture...
ahh~ biar saja lah...
expired pn expired lah

to 30 group..
stop texting me la..
already quit..
i just want a be normal person..
start a new life i think?
but bro..
why many 30 left and join 77?
better make meeting ASAP..
sorry la bro, kamu, kamu dan kamu
kreadit expired mo reply..
kakakaka...

okay2 let's be serious..
there is no such thing as magic lamp..
or jinny that can grand you any wish..
or wishing star..
that can make you wish come true..

so ashamed..
it ruined my childhood life..
when to think about it..
it never exist for such such thing...

should that mean..
i need to work hard to accomplish that?
should that mean i need to forget my better wish?
it that mean i just dump my dream on a dustbin?
or just dumpster for better opinion..

i glad..
when i knew it..
it make me realize..

i have to put my dream away..
and forget everything that i done so far..
let the life make me become myself..
it just I, me and myself..
nothing can change people...
just yourself or myself i think..

i'm understand now..
making some stupid decision..
does mean it will ruined your life
it just make some unforgettable memories
that can change people..
can make a beautiful moment..

life maybe hard..
but to think about it..
some people may got bad day..
but it not always a bad day for them..
it always come with a great day..
somehow it will come..
just need to be patient...
waiting for something is kind of shitting..
some people that can't wait..
they take an easy way to get it..
but it not worth..
easy come easy go...
like bruno mas punya lagu..
some people believe they can make it..
so they waiting and waiting..
that call hope..
but sometime hope it dangerous thing...
dun want to talk about it..
kakakakak....

anyway...
god dun give someone a hard test..
if god know that person can't handle it..
so dun complain what god doing to you..
ya ya ya..
i know.. i should not complain..
i always smile rite? so i dun complain..
wakakakakaa...

this insomnia are killing me...
that why i just keep typing this kind of bullshit..
ohh~ eyes why?
why you not fucking sleep...
your make my brain tired for thinking...
and you make my hand tired for typing...
please go sleep early
so i dun make any nonsense post
on this blog...

okay la...
oi cacat jum tidur...
quit smoking around la!
i should get a haircut after all
kakaakaka..

tata~