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seriously dun know what to say..
mean to starting this entry..
just want to cont. MY BEST FRIEND story..
but.. but.. but..
to shy to tell :3
it seem to awkward..
then back then back..
uhh~
what did i saying...

but it funny when someone just
texting me.. come on girl..
i did told you that
you're got the wrong number..
but.. but.. you still dun want to listen??
poor that guy.. maybe he get the blame for me..
coz.. i just pretend to be him.. lalalala..
life is cruel so do i..
it fantastic.. playing with people..
but.. it seem i just like an asshole -_-
sorry guys.. not my problem..

this world is just an illusion..
but i suffer with this fucking illusions..
it make me crazy like a shit..
not just like a shit ..
i been as a shit.. oh shit..
huh? you call me?
shit is my name.. so what?

STOP !
stop this bullshit..
let's talk about my old friend..
cont. the story..

MY BEST FRIEND - PART III

oh man.. still part III..
i tot i already more.. more.. and more..
nah.. i just wondering that
can i still remember what he saying..
what he told to me..
i'm just fucking forgettable person..
damn you brain.. function please..

hmm...
let's just story when he at form4..
yeah.. form4.. that the time i with him..
so fucking awesome that time..

that the time when he start to drink..
you all know what kind of drink right??
fucking yeah.. this is an asshole story..
just click red button X at the right corner..
if this is kind of boring.. okay?
still dun get it right??

that the time i and him learned to gamble..
dengan kata lain berjudi lah..
money oh money...
lalalalalalaa~ i love money..

yeah people just say..
that drink is just wasting money..
but for him.. it everything..
everything just start with that drink..
he said..
"you think you can survive on this world alone?
we just need a friend to get along
would you join with me?"
that the time i join him..
together we rule on our world..
he start to get a friend with this drink..
i just see him get along with them..
yup i can't do anything for him..
i just too weak to interrupting..
nothing that i can done for him..
better just let him go with his own world right?

his friend ask him..
"you got money?"
"i'm broke too.. i'm hungry"
okay.. that the only thing he remember..
then he with his friend go to other school..
not for bullying or "membodek" la..
but steal some money..
together gether la they stealing..
just hit the jackpot that time..
coz .. it the week when SPM student
want to pay they SPM fee..
so hasil dorng bagi2...

but i ask him.. why?
why you did this?
"can you survive with the money you parent give?
can you survive with this RM10 for 2week?
even food at canteen are expensive..
i cant effort that everyday..
maybe i can stand for 2-3 couple day..
really? even i had to steal food from canteen...
you also do it right??"

so i just silence my self..
because what he said was right..
and i just try to avoid it..
but still i had to survive either..

yup..
money is everything..
who said money can't buy anything?
i just dun want to talk about it..
coz.. i already talk about money right?
dun know which entry..
but still when you got money..
everything is yours..
even people you can buy easily..
who dun want money?
fuck them who say dun want !

even money can make people blind..
it that right?
money can make people happy..
how happy it can be?
maybe money is everything..
but money can't make a thing last..
when you broke..
who will see you as you are?
no one!
family is just you got..
they will stand at your side..

okay lah..
just forget what i bluffing here...
you all see nothing..
what you all see is just blank entry..
no one know what happen next..
it just the next sheet of your book..
daaa !