i still not understand.. why?
maybe i'm to obsess.. to over react..
over thinking.. that cause
brain over functioning.. it blow up..
it that mean i can't think rationally?
okay.. i can see why..
because of this.. it make me act just
like 12 years old kids.. stupid !
so childish..
then it done..
from now on.. i will act serious..
stop fooling around.. it worse..
it make me look like an idiot..
people dun like idiot right?
but still.. i'm overreacting..
that will make me lose ..
yeah lose and lost to someone..
i should keep it hard..
so no one can break it..
even myself can't undone the chain...
yes! i have been chain..
why did i pretending it?
why must i keep it lie..
hey you! you had been chain..
stop pretending you can't see it..
that the bond we had made..
that the promise right?
there is a game...
we will play this game...
but someone must had to lose it right?
this not the forever game..
when it give name "GAME"
it must have a loser in it..
but the game we play are dangerous...
when we got the loser..
it game over already..
someone had to go away before..
it become more worse that ever..
yup.. maybe it look easy..
the game start very well..
no one make mistake right?
but at the middle of the game...
when we got to face another truth..
when we add more player on this game..
it done to other player..
it effect the game.. well it just effect the player to..
some player dun realize the problem..
but it maybe to late for knew it..
boommm... GAME OVER dude!
problem solve.. or problem worse..
firstly i just want to cont. the last story..
but.. my hand dun have the mood to
done this.. even my fucking brain stop awhile..
this is the first time i typing while thinking...
usually.. my hand react fast than my brain..
this time is different...
maybe it just because lack of smoking..
my brain dun get enough chemical...
nah.. i need to limit myself already..
stop wasting the money.. it dun grow up
at the tree right? still it made from paper...
gosh.. i can still do it..
need to walk away.. lets be forgotten..
be a legend.. keep up your track..
leave no trace...
when time is killing your side..
it never been happy.. it pain.. just
pain that cant be erase.. it like
permanent marker that leave some scar..
but it not like a scar.. it just some empty hole..
i like to sing.. even my voice ware horrible
but i like to answer the fucking lyric on the song..
lalalalala~
i confess it's all true...
i'm a mess.. what a fool
now what do i do?
lalalalalalala~
you think i still want you?
after all you put me through.. you think
i cant walk away? and find someone
better for me? just take your overactive ego..
shrink it down like a mosquito... loving you
was such a chore.. til i got bored.. now
i don't think about you anymore...
lalalalalalala~
hello~ hello~
i bring you picture from the man
you used to know.. give in let go..
to the image that made you
feel at home.. now it's funny how
we find out.. how age can change a man...
confused but now i understand...
hello~ hello~
maybe i'll just say goodbye..
lalalalalalala~
i dont like to being wrong..
i wont forget the way you made me feel
i wont regret running away from here..
you think you see the world?
well you see nothing.. time is only make
it worse in the end.. so i'll say goodbye again..
now its there to see.. you've forgotten me..
lalalalalalalala~
every song got meaning right?
but it all pointing to me..
that such an asshole.. oh please..
don compliment me.. i just
want to say good bye..
but i'm tired with this word..
it got no meaning to me already..
tata~
i just hate you very much...
just like i hate lag game..
hahahahahahha~
i fucking tired right now..
don come up with me..
i will kick your ass who ever you are..
this time i really mean it..
dude i don know who you are..
but i will find you and i will kill you..
it just a joke right?
okay.. you will get the joke..
and i will make sure you stop laughing...
and to the GOOGLE...
stop viewing my blog!!
i can see you.. what a lame using MSIE 7...
really? internet explorer? use GOOGLE chrome la..
can you GOOGLEing it right? TQ :)
such a bad day...
such a lonely day.. and it is mine..
it's a day that i'm glad i survive..
piss off your jerk !
you ruin my life over and over again..
don give me that face!
fucking hell no! and stop bullshit around..
you make me sick as hell.....
oh.. creadit to SR-71 and SOAD...
i will walk alone by now..
just to make sure that i worth..
and i will not regret with any of
my decision right now..
so don you give any fucking order to me..
maybe i will listen...
of course i talk to myself..
sometimes i need expert advice...
and it worth that other people mind...
then get off your hand from me..
i dun need you!
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